ol chap

just posting some old stuff

being silly on livestream

WIPs

fun with sai

i just recently tried out sai and love how the default setting go great with a wacom! ill have to mess with it a bit more before getting the full version (only using the trial right now)

ugh gotta stop feeling so down....i think im just too worried about calling the YMCA but the image of my gut is becoming unbearable -_-;;  Cant understand why the mind works like it does...im fearful of how ill be perceived if im at a Gym yet i dont want to be fat so i can be healthy and not feel so depressed when i go out when people look at me (or feel they are) so i just dont do anything and go about my same old routine. I really hate all this...just wish there was a food you ate that tasted just like what you want and didnt add all the bad crap that most foods do...ugh

been feeling the urge to work on my drawings again and i gotta say i love the feeling of just zoning out and concentrating on a piece and liking the results!